Posted by S
Sad to report that I am no longer Lady J’s bitch. As I wrote in my blogs earlier this week I had a feeling the end was near. And after we talked last night my feeling was confirmed. Lots of reasons for that, but they really aren’t for sharing. Certainly not in a public space. I really don’t want to write a lot right now anyway; I just wanted to say a few things before I’m gone.
I’m sad and hurting and grieving, today, for the loss of the only sustained kink relationship I’ve ever had and probably the only one that I ever will. I’m sad for the experiences Lady J and I won’t have, the laughs we won’t share and the intense excitement of play that I’ll miss. But I know this is what Lady J feels is best for her, and so I support her decision to end the play relationship.
So, I wanted to logon one last time to thank her for the time that we did share as Domme and sub … and to thank anybody out there who’s been reading this blog. I don’t expect to post to it again after this, but I appreciate that some number of you have been out there reading this for awhile. And for as much work as it could be to come up with an idea to blog about every day for most of the last three months, I’m actually going to miss it, too, like so many aspects of this play relationship that I’ve enjoyed for all its ups and downs.